O God, by whom the meek are guided in judgment, and light riseth up in darkeness for the godly: Grant us, in all our doubts and uncertainties, the grace to ask what thou wouldest have us to do, that the Spirit of wisdom may save us from all false choices, and that in thy light we may see light, and in thy straight path my not stumble; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen
milling around the house, watching brainless tv, i pulled the book of common prayer. it fell open to this prayer.. it's nothing shocking, i've been praying this prayer for quite some time now. whether in hours of prayer or walking the labyrinth, it's become a gavin favorite.. &:~D
for some time now i have been balancing a full & part time job, plus a slew of volunteer positions. i love all that i do, but i am worn out, have been for some time. for someone who would like to consider himself a monastic, i am far from the life.. the abbot would not be please. so, i have been looking for some changes.
i know what my heart wants.. i know where i think it's being led.. i'd like something to happen by now.. what are the tough decisions
