this is a little how i am feeling right now.. tonight for our maundy thursday service we sang hymn 482.. but what was nice was hymn/prayer 481.. you know it like this
Lord, make me an instrument of thy peace;
where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon'
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.O' Divine Master,
grant that I may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console;
to be understood, as to understand;
to be loved, as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.
not quite your maundy thursday experience, but it was much of what i am needing in this odd time.
