today, friday, was my friend and cohort beth's last day at the conference office as conference youth director. i've been too busy to think about it this week. but when i got home there was an email.
Hey Gang,
This is it, my last message to you... Our new CCYM has made the commitment to carry on – so I hope you will look forward to what the future will hold. Your local churches are blessed by your presence as I have been over the years. I can be reached anytime you need me...
i'm bummed.. come monday, there will be these continuing moments of absence. change is okay, i can handle that, but the means and spirit of these things and manipulative nature still cuts deep. i have tried to keep a high road in all this, but i don't know how long that will last.. shall i just walk away. do my own thing. i don't know
